Party-poop-er (or anti-Planning)

.....I am turning 30 (woohooo) in 5 weeks.......and I will be back home 10days after that for the holidays. I can't wait to see my family and just sit in my house and do nothing...if I want to!

Thought I might try to plan something for a belated home celebration which would also be a reunion of shorts........I was all jazzed about this and got the idea from RoHu ....At first I thought...yeah this is easy I have had a hand at planning many a party and even other peoples' 30b-day....I stated making a list and thinking of places….but now I am thinking....Nah…I think it is a pass this year.

I think there are several reasons for this change of heart. I want this visit home to be super relaxed and chilled as the last time was not. I just don't feel like planning...I am my own worst enemy....I want things done right and not half ass... When RoHu was telling me about her 30th party she planned it seemed a perfect idea...as if you want something done right do it yourself. I mean who knows you better than you....and I had lots of ideas.

But I am away and feeling more and more far away from not only the places but the people. That is the risk you take when you leave and that is only natural. Life goes on and people come and go.

I think it is more fitting for me to do something odd and celebrate 33 with a big blast or my 30 half birthday!

If a party popper pops and no one is around does it make a noise?

this entry is not meant to be depressing ....it is just matter of fact.....I am very lucky I got to have a mini celebration on my 10,000 day alive…so really I am all set.