Send in the Clown......

I have been seeing my crush out lately with a gorgeous leggy creature......(claims are they are just friends.... who knows).

I was out with my best buddy SAJF and we saw them and my first reaction was that my heart dropped to my stomach. I guess I like him more than I realize.....crap! SAJF says hey don't worry about it lets go over there and I said "NOOOOOOOOOO" and left.

SAJF is great and said, "Oh Reb come on don't worry."

Me: “Look SAJF, she is a freaking model....I can't compete with that".......I just can't.

He looked at me shocked and said "So she is a model she looks so boring. YOU are Reb and you are way better, you are sooooo funny and fantastic to be around."

................you know I know that was aimed at being a wonderful complement but all I heard was: You are an Ugly Clown go join the circus....

Send in the Clown............

I hate feeling like crap..... I picked a bad time to leave my Tiara back in the States.