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I am having a really hard time not being home for tomorrow...... This is my first time not being around for it.... and the people I am with won't get it as much as they want to.
I mean the day means different things to me and not just what the day is for. I was going to throw a funny party with lots of festivities....but this morning I sent an email out saying due to various reason my party is cancelled....
....People are bummed and sad and wondering WTF? but ....I am feeling like I am in a little, mini hole and I just wanna be with myself. I can't explain what I am feeling or why...but I just am and I didn't want to have to put on the "Reb show".....cause it is on a summer hiatus and I hate repeats.....
Cool I got to use the word hiatus.
I mean the day means different things to me and not just what the day is for. I was going to throw a funny party with lots of festivities....but this morning I sent an email out saying due to various reason my party is cancelled....
....People are bummed and sad and wondering WTF? but ....I am feeling like I am in a little, mini hole and I just wanna be with myself. I can't explain what I am feeling or why...but I just am and I didn't want to have to put on the "Reb show".....cause it is on a summer hiatus and I hate repeats.....
Cool I got to use the word hiatus.
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