dancingtowardsmyescape

This blog will be about my latest escape plan.... leaving my job to become a grad-student and moving from Cambridge,MA USA to Cambridge UK. There will be both blue and gray sky moments as I try to fumble my way through my new surroundings and an ocean out of my comfort zone.

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I am moving over from Boston to Berlin and am excited for this new chapter!

Thursday, January 12, 2006

OutCome Unclear.....Ask Again Later

Randomly while doing something usual task today....I had that moment of recalling what I had dreamt about the night before.

Today's recollection was very powerful because I also realized that this was what I had been dreaming about the whole week long.

When something weighs on my mind I will have a whole week of mini-series type dreams.

I am not hugely panics because there are several reasons why this is occurring. I am just having this pang deep down inside that I might be feeling regret or the fear of future regret. That is something I can't live with......I have a phobia of looking back with regrets and I have to say I have taking great strides to ensure that I will have as few moments of regret as possible.

I did what I do in these situations, and I throw out a small little clue into the universe…..and wait for a response. A sign. (These clues can be calls, letters, emails, spontaneous outings, doing something new, taking a walk….etc.)

I love signs. Sliding Door Moments……Flipping Coins…..Magic Eight-balls

So Far ….No response…..so this sliding door shuts and for me the sign is --to go about my business. I am not sad or happy just neutral. This dream sequence-question has arisen many times and each time there was no response, no sign from the forces of nature….nothing.

I will continue to throw my cues into the cosmos and look for signs…helping me to not acquire regrets.

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